"I thought we were a real love relationship. I did. I was very invested in love, but it was just this long long sex thing that could end at any moment because after all, it's just about getting off. Almost all the time, you tell yourself you're loving somebody when you're just using them. This only looks like love."
What I dont get is why sex and relationship's always have to be two different things? Can anyone tell me why??
So one thing about guys that I've learned over the years is that their all horn dogs, even when they say their not. Take BEEP, at first he was this great guy that I could had really seen myself dating and in a real realtionship. But instead it turned out he liked my body and wanted to use it for more then just hugs. Talking about we can be cuddy buddies! Like one i dont want to be your fucking cuddy buddy. Two WTF is a CUDDY BUDDY. & three you played your self BRO !
WHAT THE HELL IS THAT ALL ABOUT ANY WAY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why cant simple girls find simple guys and both want the same thing, before the big S word comes into play. Yeah, we're all human and we all have needs. But sometimes your needs are more then just physical. And sometimes the perfect guy YOU THINK you met turns out to be a totall asshole. Not saying all the guys I've dated were total assholes, but some more then others. And I'm not saying that BEEP was one of them but I'm saying, you thyink you know some one and then BAM it hits you like a ton of bricks. SMH!!!
signed Amanda Tatianna Alequin
