I had recently seen the movie precious and it made me think allot about the relationship's that are between parents and children. As far as i know i have a good relationship with my mom , but i don't know about my father too much. My mom had me when she was 18 years old. Ever since then always looked up to her. I used to want to be just like her. She was the light , my star, the apple of my eye. Basically everything. She meant the world to and she does. But idk about my father. When i was 6 my parents separated. I wasn't like sacred for life or anything because i still seen him but i don't think he deserved the father of the year award. See...
I FUCKING LOVE MY FATHER! He cant always give me what i want but when he can he does. However, right now i cant really respect him because we're not talking at the moment. He did something that i couldn't respect very much. He basically caused a scene in public on 44th st, in front of my mothers job while my close friend Alex was with me. You know that thing where the one man in your life is your dad and you never want anything bad to happen between you two, but when something does you feel worst in side if your boyfriend crushed you? Well that's how i felt. Alex was saying if i was okay but i just held the tears in and told her i was fine. She was stroking my hair and telling that what he did was wrong and she was shocked her self.
Being hurt by your parents i think is honestly the worst..... Who knows if I'll ever speak to my dad again maybe... sooner or later.
