"Love is any of a number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection and attachment."
Attachment? YEAH , big attachment indeed. I've been attached to a number of few, but have I ever really been in love? Needless to say, I have separated puppy love with the real thing. My 13 years old boyfriend Justin that was puppy love. Awh walk me to the bus stop, play with me during lunch time, I'll see you in the hall way puppy love. Kvon Hallett, real love. My 1st love. My only love so far. I believe that I will love again. It isn’t hard to love. It the cloest thing you get to fully understanding God. Isn’t it?
BUT! Have I ever loved a girl? Have I ever had strong feelings for a girl that I could see myself with. Have I've dated guys that I don’t know how to love a girl. I had a girlfriend recently. Nice girl, annoying, STUPID ass away messages but besides that not to bad. She was really pretty nice body but her mind wasn’t where it needed to be. I never really wanted to use my blog for only love really I didn’t. I wanted to use my blog to BLOG about shyt that goes on in my everyday life! Isn't that my main goal. But we come back to this on going thing about love? I WANT to love again! And i honestly want it to be with a girl. As you can tell I finally picked who I want to be with ! GIRLS. I don’t want guys. Not because my ex Kvon crushed my heart so badly that I'm scared another guy will do the same NO! I have had guys tell me all the time they're different them him and they will be there for me, but my heart no longer wants penis. LOL. I think it wants something else. And I know how they say omg you CAN'T pick to be a homo, lesbian, gay, fag, or w.e. insulting word you'd like to choose. The truth of the matter is I've liked girls since I was little. It never bothered me though. I never had to think twice about it or wondered if I was doing a bad thing. Just because I was in the 2grade and found myself looking at girls a certain way didn’t scare me. I just thought it was another feeling and it was okay to feel that way.
I've kissed girls, I've done un namely things with girls, I'm not shy. Very opened minded and girls like me, HEY what can I say. I think sometimes girls have more to offer then guys. Yeah I know some GUYS who hate girls who like girls would argue with me about that comment. But I won’t back down on what I've said. It's true, I HONESTLY believe girls have MORE to offer. Ugh yes SOME DAY I want kids, it is a confusing thing, an confusing way to live life. But it is my life shouldn't I be the captain of my own destiny?
