something new

Some things are needed. Some things like new friends, new clothes, new personality, just NEW things. Sometimes its had to change and adopt to new things. It's like midgets, the world doesn't adopt to them but they adopt to this world. As humans we adopt to our surroundings. When we move to a new place we change who we are to be used to what around us. When I moved to NJ. I hated it. I didn't like the town, the people, the stores, EVERYTHING. I wasn't planning on going to school in NJ either. Even though my mother wanted me to. She wasn't going to send me to public, but once again Catholic. I forgot the schools name but I'm sure I'll remember some time later on. And the thing about high school's in NJ are you can only go to the high school that is in your town. That's like a zone school in NY. My zone school in NY was Taff. EW!! The baddest school in the BRONX. I wouldn't had wanted to go to that shyt at all. I heard they were pushing bitches off roofs, stabbing people, shoot outs, the works. My ass wasn't even trying to get involved with that bull shit. Deadass! I'd be damn if I was going to be sent there. But back to the story.

When I first moved here, the only thing I liked was that my bed room was one floor. Yup, my bedroom is the WHOLE 3rd floor. My room back in the Bronx was painted with clouds, one thing I loved about that room. But when I was here in NJ the room was all white and boring. The main idea I'm getting to here is that sometimes I need a change. And sometimes when I say I'm going to use my change and I dont, I just think this time I need to really stick with the things I say and just do them. MAYBE I just need those things I stated at the begining?