Try hiding the fact that you've been in a secret relationship to others. How would it make you feel? Being in love with some one and being in a relationship with some one is too different things. You can truly love some one from the bottom of your heart with out ever being involved with that person. But where do the two lines really meet? They say there is a thin line between love and hate, but where do you figure out which line is the line you've crossed?
Never in my wildness dreams did I ever think I'd truly be able to love after Kvon. But once I realized that a human being has so much love to give why stop at only one person? I remember when Kvon was cheating on his girlfriend with me and he told me "you can be in love with two people". Me knowing I wanted him to only myself thought it was lie. Little did I know later down the line while loving him so strongly so passionate that I fall for some one else. After telling Kvon that I was moving on to some one who I loved dearly he became in raged. Telling me we could never be friends or even talk. But why was it so fair for him to love two people and not me? I started to hate him for it. But I wouldn't let go of my true and unresolved feelings for him. This is where the first question comes back into play. Is it fair to really love some one and hate them at the same time. Can you love some one and just hate them for past experiences. I have a friend and she seems to always go back and do dumb things. I once was very much like her. It wasn't too long ago either. I've had friends, crushes, lovers, boyfriends, girlfriends, what ever you want to call it. I've had. And it took me that long to realize that you can very much love some one and hate them for what ever reason and keep loving them at the end. I'm not saying hey I still love Kvon, or that I hate him. What I'm saying is can you love some one and hate them at the same time?
Can you love some one for 6 months, with out any one knowing and hate the person because no one knows? Or do you hate the fact that you can't let your old ways go and just tell people you truly love this person. ... Where do the lines meet and end?
