Nothing really has changed in me. I'm still the same person I've always known myself to be.HOWEVER.
Some things have changed...
- I'm College..
- Utica
- MV
Holla!
- I live on my own. (Thanks mom and tao<3)
- and I work at Denny's as the late night hostess.
Yes I said LATE NIGHT. Meaning yeah 11-7 am
I make good money so it's no real biggie.
I'm still single
But not because no one wants me
HAH I beg to deffer in fact.
I've become what some say a very attractive woman.
Everytime someone calls me a woman I get shocked not knowing what to say I usually laugh in nervousness.
But besides that I've lost weight and basically started a new life which I'm very happy to say that I'm proud of.
Lately after repeatedly looking in the mirror I've realize that I was trying to grow up too fast from 6th til the end of High School.
QUESTION!!!!
WHY WAS I TRYING SO HARD?
I realized that I have all the time in the wrld to grow up.
People never stop aging. You can keep and keep and keep growing old.
Dam. Boy do I regret half the shit I did when I was younger.
Not saying I'm too MATURE now.
NOPE still the same immature girl you all know very well.
But let's just say I've changed and I realized the mistakes I've mean
I can't honestly say I'm fully sorry for the things I've done. but after all they are what made me.
and thats the person I love the most.
