"I get mad when you walk away, so I tell you leave, when I mean stay".
So I started talking to some one very important to me again. I was so happy. The reason why I'm so happy is because it will be easier for me to move on from my ex. OMG! But when I told him, "oh let's be friends, I'm cool with it". He didn't seem to happy about it. He basically sounded really pissed and caught like the only fit with me. Like okay your talking to a new girl, yeah I was upset because he told me he didn't want to deal with any girls right now. But I had to deal with it, like your a fucking liar. You lie about everything to save your own ass or to make your self sound better. That's fucked up in so many ways. On top of that he went as far as to say "oh maybe he will be your first true love", like what? Are you kidding me? Your really gonna sit there and judge me and catch an attitude with me because you pushed me so far away from you I'm really leaving. And that bother's you? My happiness bothers you? I'm SO SORRY ! I'm so sorry that I realized you don't care about me as much as you say and I'm getting the picture and bouncing. Like I barely give guys the time of day, ask my best friend, I treat boys like shyt. Not because I'm a bitch or anything but boys do the same shyt to girls. And HEY if they can do it so can I. I can easily sleep with a guy and never hear from them, or call, text, email, or im. LIKE HELLO ! Guys do it to girls ALL THE TIME! An all they get is a pat on the back. Like WTF is that all about. It's okay for a guy to treat a girl like his "door mat" but the minute a girl does it shes a WHORE, SLUT, EASILY, LOSE, FREE, WILD, SMUT, SKANK, TRAMP. Stop me when your ready ! PLEASE! Give me a fucking break. I will never give my heart to another. I honestly want to but it isnt easy now a days man.
But back to my wonderful story yeah my ex just gave me the only attitude, then had the nerve to have a sexual convo with me ! WTF are you on drugs? My best friend was fucking pissed. My heart has been so damaged by this boy, i fucking love him but I CANT keep letting him walk all over me and coming back and forth as he pleases.
The guy I'm talking now I really liked him alot, and I seen myself with him. But things happened and well we stoped talking. I was truly sad. But you know me I refused to show it. I think this time around it will be different. At least we're trying to you. That's what counts. .... Luis :-*
But back to my wonderful story yeah my ex just gave me the only attitude, then had the nerve to have a sexual convo with me ! WTF are you on drugs? My best friend was fucking pissed. My heart has been so damaged by this boy, i fucking love him but I CANT keep letting him walk all over me and coming back and forth as he pleases.
The guy I'm talking now I really liked him alot, and I seen myself with him. But things happened and well we stoped talking. I was truly sad. But you know me I refused to show it. I think this time around it will be different. At least we're trying to you. That's what counts. .... Luis :-*
