So allot happened this week omg! My best friends boyfriend dead wrote something to me and i told her a day late, oh top of that i mad a joke during the convo and she was really upset about the joke. It took me a very long time to understand her feelings about it but i finally did i was so upset that she was acting like if i was the worlds worst friend. I guess i was even more at the fact that I knew the joke was bad and had too much pride to say so. But i did cause i love her and i didn't want to see her hurt you know? Micaela also helped me with her crazy ass , stupid thought i was coming at her but i wasn't. Micaela be bugging lmfao. So right now idk whats going to happen.
Besides that at Alex party i got REALLY DRUNK LIKE ODE DRUNK. And told Sade something i shouldn't had but Sade is over it now lol. She wasn't mad at me but i understood why what i told her would had hurt so much cause I'D be really hurt too. UGH JESUS WHEN WILL COLLEGE GET HERE?
On a better note i had three colleges contact me, Salem College in NC, Johnson and Wells in FL, and FIT in NY. Omg SPELLMEN I NEED YOU !!!!!
